Wednesday, March 29, 2006

random...

ok, i had a few cut-n-paste articles by now. but that's just me.. i like to cut n paste (hehe) and i admit i do quite a lot of cut-n-paste work (for school work).. but those articles that i c-n-p here will reflect what i like and/or think. so it can oso represent my thoughts...
actually i think i have things to write, and that was since last week. But then, this thurs got maths test la, so muz study 1st... now no time to really blog. so, pls wait (if there are pple reading.. yoohoo... echoooo coming back)
the previous article i c-n-p was from sumiko tan, n i like some of her articles. then this most recent one, is taken off liverpoolfc.tv . Interview of a 超强 manager . i like the part he said about the formations. Cos i also thought the same abt 4-3-3 and 4-5-1 , before i read this article, and i can swear i am not bullshiting. cos both chelsea n barca plays 4-3-3 (at least tt's wat mourinho claims his team plays) but i always see chelsea playing more like 4-5-1. and like wat benitez says, the difference is just how front or back the wingers play on the pitch wat...
ok, last thing b4 i log off, is to say sth which i did tell a few frens b4 but i dun think anyone rmbs (ha..). That is, i dream of coaching a football team. but that's not possible la, cos i cant even play well enough to get into any organized team... so sad, i will never realise this dream..

ok. c'est tout... write again quand je suis libre...

another cut-n-paste article

BENITEZ: I LIVE FOR FOOTBALL, NO?
Dave Cottrell 28 March 2006
The Liverpool manager is fluent in the language of the beautiful game, as Champions magazine recently discovered...
Not for the first time, Rafael Benítez picks up his authorised biography, towards which he is politely ambivalent, and scours its pages. "The other day I was surprised. I saw an old photo and I said to my wife..." His voice trails off as he flicks backwards and forwards through the relevant chapter. "Is the photo here? Yes, this one."

It's a shot of Real Madrid's Under-18 side from season 1986/87. He traces his finger from left to right across the players in the back row then their crouching team-mates at the front, and starts to recite. "I said to her: 1.82, 1.84, 1.82, 1.79, 1.87, 1.76, 1.88, 1.84, 1.86, 1.79, 1.68, 1.72, 1.74, 1.69, 1.78, 1.73, 1.68."

These are the individual heights, in metres, of a group of teenagers that he coached almost 20 years ago. He closes the book, fingers strumming the table top, and grins, tickled not so much by the accuracy of his memory as its absurdity. "I live for football, no?"

He said as much in his first interview with Champions at the start of 2005 (issue 9), conceding that he thought "too much about football" while promising that he would "fight to win the Champions League, if the future allows me to do that, because I want to win the greatest title there is."

Obsession clearly has its rewards, however short-lived. Since that unreal night in Istanbul, the manager of the reigning European champions has permitted himself two holidays with his wife Montse, consisting of weekends in Edinburgh and the Lake District. When the couple married in 1998, the story goes that they spent their honeymoon in Italy just so Benítez could visit AC Milan’s famous sports complex. Fitting, then, that he was destined to manage a club whose legendary boss Bill Shankly once took his own bride Nessie to watch Huddersfield Town reserves.

Liverpool have granted only a few minutes with Benítez, but the interview lasts the best part of an hour. The players are on international duty and the training ground is quiet. For Rafa, this is as good an excuse as any to talk shop.


He recalls the grown-ups who'd scold him for playing for two hours after school every day; his trial as a youngster for Real Madrid when he starred in a mini-tournament for a team called Grosso in honour of the prolific goalscorer who succeeded Alfrédo Di Stefano in the mid 1960s; the repartee with the chairman at the first club he managed, and the player who got him fired. All related in that soft, familiar timbre with touches of humour that transcend his nagging informality with the English language and its still more peculiar football vernacular.

"At Valladolid we played really good football and the chairman said to me, 'We've got such confidence in you.' Three times he said that to me and he offers me a new contract over lunch. The next week, over lunch again, he says, 'Talk with your agent, we want to renew the deal because we're so happy.' I say, 'And what if we lose to Celta Vigo next week?' 'No problem,' he says, 'I'll still renew it.'"

Benítez is fluent in body language, particularly when he wants his point to be crystal clear. The rest of this anecdote can't be told sitting down, so in his red tracksuit he stands up to re-enact a long-ago set-piece. "OK, we are winning 1-0 against Celta Vigo. And we have one player [Croatian midfielder Alojsa Asanovic] who never came back to defend corners. He was the most expensive player we bought, but he never arrived. There was a corner and for once he comes back to defend it. He pushes their striker [simulates a clumsy challenge], gives away a penalty and they score. The next game we lose to Valencia and I'm sacked."

He returns to his seat and smiles again. "This is football. But the most important thing is to learn. In Spain we say that if you are not sacked, you are not a manager."

Benítez has another favourite Spanish proverb: luck is in love with hard work. Fortune as a residue of design, or a dividend of sweat. "I think always that you need a little bit of good luck," shrugs Benítez. "But if you don't work hard, you cannot go to a cup final and win just with good luck. There must be something behind it."

The something behind Liverpool's miraculous comeback against Milan last May has its roots in a passion for defying the odds that has defined Rafa's career so far. Resources have been finite to varying degrees at every club he has managed, but he's sought not only to adapt to adversity but overcome it through a combination of relentless industry, meticulous analysis and outright ingenuity, driven by absolute belief in his methods. A severed lateral knee ligament prevented him from realising his full potential as a footballer.

In the mid 1990s, as a youth and reserve-team coach at Real Madrid, he seemed to have a clear path to the top job until Jorge Valdano was appointed as manager and duly changed the regime. Real Valladolid and Osasuna both dismissed Benítez abruptly. His luck changed with tiny Extramadura, who enjoyed a short but sweet season in the top flight, then at Tenerife, the team he led back to the First Division. No sooner had he joined Valencia, a club traumatised by two successive Champions League final defeats, than their star Gaizka Mendieta was sold to Lazio. Benítez refused to blink, and no doubt he would have accepted Steven Gerrard’s vaunted move from Liverpool to Chelsea last summer with the same cool fatalism. Within 12 months, Valencia would win their first league title for more than 30 years.

"I arrived there as a young manager without a big CV. People were saying, 'He's too young, he has no experience.' We won the league, amazing. And then [the board] say, 'You have good team, good manager.' Good enough to do nothing. So they didn't change anything, they didn't sign any new players and the next season we finished fifth. We were focused on the Champions League, but lost to Milan.

"The next year, we changed three or four players and we said, 'OK, we need to do the same thing we did two years ago, to work really hard.' Real Madrid and Barcelona spent a lot of money, but we had confidence in our plan."

That season Valencia reclaimed the title and added the UEFA Cup. Benítez's biography identifies two epic comebacks, both at Espanyol, that epitomised his work ethic and his ability to "squeeze 100 per cent productivity from each and every one of his players." The objective, claims the author Paco Lloret, is an 'intensity of play' that overwhelms the opposition. The benchmark was set by Milan under Arrigo Saachi then Fabio Capello. "They changed everything because they didn’t allow their opponents to play," says Benítez. "It was almost perfect – not perfect because that’s impossible – but close.

"They worked hard, really hard. I watched them many times and I still have a good relationship with Saachi. One time they played Real Madrid and the day before, I went to the training session and saw them working for a long, long time tactically. It was unbelievable."

Tellingly, before last season's final, Benítez described Milan as "an unstoppable machine if we let them play, players of such quality that they can make decisions for themselves."

The phrase 'intensity of play' appears more than once in the Benítez biography. At lowly Extramadura, his players "began to acquire responses that became instinctive and natural." When they won their second Spanish title, Valencia were "an implacable steamroller, they were like boxers who pinned their opponents to the rope and wouldn't stop until they had annihilated them." Their style earned them the nickname 'the Crushing Machine'.

The apogee of Istanbul aside, Liverpool have yet to scale the same heights in the Premiership on a consistent basis, or rediscover the pass-and-move philosophy of their own great forebears which, combined with the kind of Milanese improvisation that Benítez so admires, would finally make them a domestic force to be reckoned with.

There are many fans at Anfield who would gladly trade another Champions League triumph for a first English title in 15 years; for Benítez to usurp the hegemony of Chelsea, Arsenal and Manchester United just as he challenged the sovereignty of Real Madrid and Barcelona in Spain. He understands their impatience.

"I don't think about this or that trophy, I only think about winning the next game. But I know that the Premiership is the target. If we improve, we can be closer to the top three teams. I don't think about them, either. We have so much to do here that I don't waste my time speaking about them. Our idea is to improve in every department."

The purchase of Peter Crouch, tall and long-limbed like John Carew at Valencia, was the most notable addition to the squad last summer. It has enabled Benítez to revisit a tactical policy – nominally one upfront with five across midfield – that he employed with great success at Valencia.

The 4-5-1 formation has been an issue dans le vent in this season's Premiership, drawing criticism for its perceived negative connotations, criticism that Benítez finds simplistic. Formations, he argues, are merely filters through which tactics can be refined during the course of each match, with full-backs pushing up and midfielders supporting the lone forward when the team's 'intensity of play' permits.

"I always say the same thing. What is the difference between 4-3-3 and 4-5-1? Only whether you play the wingers deep or high. Then if you press the other team they will play deep, 4-5-1. And if you cannot press them because they are stronger than you, they'll play 4-3-3. People talk about systems, but maybe they don't know a lot about systems.

"At Valencia we played 4-2-3-1. And here, when we play our best football, we play 4-2-3-1. When we control the game, when we score goals, we play 4-2-3-1. What's the difference? It depends on the second striker. If he goes back to defend, it's 4-2-3-1. If he stays up, it's 4-4-2. It's the same. The system is only designed around numbers. The most important thing is what the players do."

In the first half of this season, Crouch's uninspiring start to his Anfield career seemed at odds with the decision to keep crowd favourite Djibril Cissé on the bench. Famously, Benítez brazened out a similar clamour to play cult hero Pablo Aimar at Valencia.

"It's simple," he explains. "When you talk about players, you talk about personalities. And then it is the difference between you and me. You go to, I don't know, a theatre, and you see some things and they see other things because you are different. It's the same with players. Some understand the style of football, the culture, the language. Others don't. It's important to know all the things that you can before you sign a player. I always say that you can have a good player for winning one game, but you need a squad for winning trophies. You need good professionals because at the end you'll be with them for one, two, three, four years, not just one game. And then sometimes he's a hero to the supporters. They see him and think, 'Why isn't he playing?' But maybe he can have one good game but not the next four. OK, you can use players who can amuse the supporters, but if you want to win trophies you need workers, for 90 minutes, every week, every training session. Workers with enough quality for winning."

To borrow a local expression, Benítez did not arrive in Liverpool with his head sticking out of a crate. By winning the title with Valencia he succeeded where Luis Aragonés, Guus Hiddink, Carlos Alberto Parreira, Claudio Ranieri and Héctor Cúper all failed. Now he has the cachet of being only the second coach to lead a foreign team to the European Cup in his first season in charge, after – and the precedent isn't particularly encouraging – Jupp Heynckes with Real Madrid in 1998. But his own assimilation to his adopted country remains a work in progress.

"Watching the games on the TV, we knew it would be more physical. The thing is, you must be on the pitch to see the difference, to feel the difference. For me, the challenge with Valencia was to break Real and Barcelona. It's similar here with one big difference. In Spain you know the culture and language, but here you need to learn all these things.

"When you start working you think that, OK, it will be easy to learn English in six months and speak to everyone. But you run into problems with the language. I have a little story. If it's windy you say to the players, be careful with the wind [rhyming with 'tinned']. But if you say, be careful with the wind [rhyming with 'kind'], there's a big difference, no? People say that football is the same, but you still need to explain your ideas, you need to improve each day.

"The other big thing is that I am delighted with the supporters. The final in Istanbul, the atmosphere in the stadium, the faces of the fans. You can lose, play bad and they always support you. It's fantastic."

Note that down for the next biography. In one of his books, Latin American novelist Gabriel García Márquez touchingly re-lives the moment when François Mitterrand conferred upon him the Legion d'onneur in Paris. "He said something which moved me almost to tears and I'm sure it must have affected him as much as it did me. He said, 'Vous appartenez au monde que j'aime.' You belong to the world I love. When Rafael Benítez stares at the portraits of Bill Shankly along Anfield's corridors of power, remembers conversations with Arrigo Sacchi in Madrid and Milan and glances at the Kop chanting his name in full voice, it's a fair bet that the sentiments are the same.

Sunday, March 26, 2006

DST -- time here shifted forward by one hr

so now the time difference b/w s'pore n france only 6 hours, par exemple, 2pm in france = 8pm in s'pore instead of original 9pm.

din noe the time has changed until i realised the time on my laptop (which automatically synchronises with an internet server) differs from that of my handphone (which the time has already been shifted to french time). No wonder just now when i went attac (supermarche), they started chasing pple out when my handphone time was only 11am (but actually 12pm; they close at 12pm on sundays; in fact, they only started to work on sundays recently).

BUT then oso better lah, the smaller time difference b/w here n s'pore the better. easier to accomodate the time for calling back home, plus easier to recover from time difference lag when i return to s'pore!

abit jialat for me now, becos i already miss home, and i wanna go home! din wanna write it down at frst, cos i think pple will laugh at me, saying mi so useless... "only 2 plus months, and wanna go home already!" but then i will try to shake it off.. plus i haven gone to any countries other than la france itself and Belgium! 目标不达成, 誓死不休!

article from straits times

Lonely hearts club

Loneliness is such a drag, as that Jimi Hendrix song goes. But in the end, it's only you who can chase your blues away

AROUND this time of the year for the past seven years, I'd be making plans to visit my sister a nd her family in America.

April may be the cruellest month to some, but it sure is a good time to drop in on her part of the world.

The chill of winter is over and spring is everywhere. You see it in the burst of white blossoms on majestic dogwood trees and in the freshly cut grass on picture-perfect lawns.

Best of all, summer fashion is in the stores and so I get to stock up on swimsuits, slippers and T-shirts.

This year, however, I thought I'd give my routine a break.

It's back-breaking work travelling so far, and how I've grown to dread the 27-hour plane ride each way.

Besides, my visits have become so predictable that, year in and year out, we do the same old things - eat at the same restaurants, shop at the same shops and gossip about the same topics.

Still, I'm beginning to regret not visiting them this year.

I miss my niece, in particular, who's now at that gawky pre-teen age where she's all limbs, missing teeth and unmanageable hair.

She's still young enough to allow me to cuddle her yet finally mature enough for us to conduct decent, two-way conversations that go beyond her current obsessions (last year, all she'd talk about were the rabbits in Watership Down; the year before it was Finding Nemo).

But I think I'll stay away this year. Absence is said to make the heart grow fonder, and so I reckon that the less she and her brother see of me, the more they'd miss me and treasure my visits.

Because, much as I adore them for just being themselves, I do have another motive for showering them with love: In my heart of hearts, I have to admit that I see them as an insurance against the loneliness of old age.

ONE of the scariest spectres of growing old - especially if you're single and female like me - is that of the lonely, crazy old spinster.

You know the stereotype: skinny as a twig, bent with osteoporosis, straggly hair in a bun, thick glasses, muttering to herself as she totters along clutching a plastic bag, alone, and with nowhere to go.

I'm not exaggerating, for I know of at least one such woman.

Every time I catch a glimpse of her, I fear I am looking at my own future. Sometimes, it scares me enough to contemplate getting hitched to any half-decent man I can find but, thankfully, sanity always prevails.

Still, loneliness can drive one crazy. If being alone on New Year's Eve brings on a twinge of the blues, imagine the horror of facing just your own company every day when you're old.

Of course, loneliness isn't restricted to the old or to singles, but chances of it descending on you increase with age, especially when you are unmarried.

When you are able-bodied and employed, so many things prevent you from being lonely. There are always colleagues to talk to, deadlines to meet and challenges to tackle.

But when these lifelines are taken away from you and you are staring at days on end with nothing to fill the hours, then what?

Loneliness is easier to fight if you have a family, for even if relationships aren't all harmonious, at least there is a network of support you can rely on - or just people with whom you can chat with.

Friends can be a buoy, but up to a point, for while you may have plenty of them when you're in your prime, who's to tell that most won't be of the fair-weather kind?

Which is why I'm banking on my niece and nephew to help me through my lonely old age, though, truth be told, who am I kidding?

Blood may be thicker than water, but it isn't that thick.

I have a widowed and childless aunt who lives by herself and I've no doubt she gets lonely. I sympathise and empathise with her, and I think of her fondly. But would I go out of my way to spend time with her?

Why should I expect my niece and nephew to be any different from me?

WHILE discussing the popularity of Internet forums and chatrooms the other day, a colleague remarked: 'There are a lot of lonely people out there.'

Yes, there are.

Loneliness, as studies have pointed out, is a complex condition.

It is different from solitude, when you detach yourself from the crowd and the result can be pleasurable.

Loneliness is a much more negative sensation, and there are gradations too.

Emotional loneliness is the term used when you feel lousy because you lack an intimate attachment to another person, and this can even happen to those who move in large crowds.

Social loneliness is when you are bereft of friends and family with whom you share common interests.

There are people 'born' to be lonely and who can't shrug it off. Maybe because of traits like shyness, a feeling of hollowness dogs them throughout their lives. Psychologists term this trait loneliness.

Others are hit by temporary loneliness because of circumstances, such as when they move to a new town, and this is tagged state loneliness.

The literature on loneliness provides advice on how one can avoid it.

Oft-cited tips include maintaining a high level of physical activity, since this is not only good for your health but gets you to go out to meet people, too.

You should also volunteer your services as this makes you feel useful as well as widens your social circle.

But while these tips are handy, they don't get to the root of the problem.

The way I see it, loneliness should be tackled head-on. Rather than fill your lonely moments with more and more company and things to do, would it not be better to fill them with yourself first?

By this, I mean looking deep within to unbury just what you fear about life and why, and to grow to understand and like yourself better in the process.

As the existentialist philosophers have long posited, aloneness is the essence of being human. You enter the world alone, you travel through it alone, and you will die alone.

Perhaps one can really feel at peace only if you accept - even embrace - this solitary condition first.

For, in the end, I only have me, and if I can't bear the prospect of my own company, now and in the future, then what is the point of existence, and how can the company of others - even my niece and nephew - possibly help me?

Saturday, March 18, 2006

photo taken outside moulin rouge

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

my belgium pralines -- belated post




After eating these more expensive chocolates, i finally realised that they are really much much much more delicious than the cheap cheap, many-chocolates-in-a-box type of chocolates. i dunno how to describe, but they are simply really nice... These 4 chocolates cost me 2+ euros. ok lah, not too bad.

louvre -- gratuit car il est la premiere dimanche de le mois



french keyboard

Notice the difference b/w this and the international keyboard we use?

大林寺桃花

大林寺桃花

白居易

人间四月芳菲尽,山寺桃花始盛开。

长恨春归无觅处,不知转入此中来。

【赏析】

大林寺在庐山香炉峰之上,向来人迹罕到,作者偶游于此,竟有了新的发现和感受。诗中写四月间山下(即所谓“人间”)已是百花凋落,而山上桃花才刚刚盛开, 几乎相差一个节气,观察是非常细致的。但诗人所要说明的真是自然界的某种现象吗?如果允许大胆推测的话,这山下山上,正暗示着世间和出世间,否则为何特出 “大林寺”桃花呢?所以,诗人的感慨,应该蕴含着他对于人生世事的某些感触。《白居易集》卷四十三有一篇《大林寺序》,应与这篇诗对读:“余与河南元集 虚、范阳张允中、南阳张深之、广平宋郁、安定梁必复、范阳张特、东林寺沙门法演、智满、士坚、利辩、道建、神照、云皋、息慈、寂然,凡十七人,自遗爱草 堂,历东西大林,抵化城,憩峰顶,登香炉峰,宿大林寺。大林穷远,人迹罕到。环寺多清流苍竹,短松瘦竹。寺中唯板屋木器,其僧皆海东人。山高地深,时节绝 晚。于是孟夏月如正二月天,梨桃始华,涧草犹短。人物风候,与平地聚落不同。初到,恍然若别造一世界者。因口号绝句云……。既而周览屋壁,见萧郎中存、魏 郎中弘简、李补阙渤三人姓名文句。因与集虚辈叹且曰:此地实匡庐间第一境。由驿路至山门,曾无半日程。自萧、魏、李游,迨今垂二十年,寂寥无继来者。嗟 乎,名利之诱人也如此!时元和十二年四月九日,乐天序。”这对了解白居易作诗时的心境是很有帮助的。

Friday, March 03, 2006

finally using internet in my room

forgot to add, today (03 Mars 2006) is the 2nd day i am having internet access in my residence (Residence du Clos des Roses). Finally...

But,...i suspect they cut off internet access at night. hafta see tonight whether internet will be down again.. Cos last night, the internet is cut off suddenly at night..

stupid french....

the major thing that i said -- car crash

this was the car i crashed. it's a nissan -- micra must. elle est mort -- ie it had been taken for scrapping.










another view of the car. can see clearer how much damage was done.











the license plate...













and since damage was already done, we took this photo...